12 days ...
It’s been 12 days since I last posted here.
A lot can happen in 12 days.
A person can suddenly realize that the world is not as blue as they thought.
A mother can suddenly find that she does not understand her children.
A dog might grasp the concept that its does not have a master any more.
Yes.
A lot can happen in 12 days.
Don't worry, nothing happened to me.
Not physically anyway.
Mentally, I think I am still sane.
Yet something did happen.
I found a piece of myself.
It was stuck somewhere and got lost from the main body.
Time passed.
It kept seeking a way back to me.
And now it has.
Though it is part of me still, it felt foreign at the same time.
It’s been so long.
So very long.
8 comments:
That's beautiful, how you phrased that. I hope the reality of the piece of lost Self is a joyful reuniting, like the being given a gift you thought missing.
Seems like when I have been re-given an aspect that was once mine, it's only a temporary gladness. It leaves again, as if it remembers just Why it was it left,to begin with. I hope your joy stays.
Bully,
I am trying to say something but can't say it out loud.
Yes, not even in a blog.
Its neither joyous nor sadness.
Merely a knowledge of something that I already knew but forgotten.
And it would most probably leave me but for no other reason than that I have taken it for granted again.
I put things in puzzles so that when I see it and solve it. All the knowledge comes crashing back into me again.
You talking about your wife going on a trip overseas or something?
At first it sounded like you were comparing yourself with Devastator with bits and pieces of it combining together only to have it drop off later.
izso,
you have a good imagination.
but no ... not devastator.
"10 Days since you looked at me...but it'll still be two days till you say you're sorry..."
Your title makes me think of that song. It goes clip clipping thru my head like a roller coaster, and I can't help but equate that whooshing feeling of one racing past me on the tracks, to what is going on for you now. I hope it is all alright. Roller coasters are both interesting and scarey sometimes.O_o
Meanwhile, I heard that your fav director Whedon will be doing an episode of GLEE. Yes? Yes?
is it your heart? your soul? your.. so typical yet so real.
*Listens to musak while on Hold with Izchan...*
Yeah, we're still here. I hope everything's okay over there. And yes, we will continue to hold. Thanks.:-)
Bully,
Hold no more.
Will be back in a gist.
haze,
my "need to know only" and you don't need to know issues. :P
Plus I over simplified things a little. Its an amalgamation of several things that I am passionate about.
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