I admit that.
I even admit that I am not particular enthusiastic about this posting as well.
But deep down I know that I need to pick up my "pen" again and start doing this.
Because I found that I was most happy during the period of my active posting years.
Maybe it’s the other way around.
I was happier, thus my postings were more frequent.
So then the question becomes why am I less happy?
It’s not that I am unhappy.
Or that I have nothing to be happy about.
It’s just comparatively I am not as happy as I was before.
It’s as if my child like lens has been removed from my eyes and everything seems just too bland.
Sounding like a midlife crisis about to happen.
That would be a typical midlife crisis phenomenon.
And I am now sharing it.